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When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me...
You raise me up, to more than I can be...
I like doing art to comfort my friends... But tonight, I needed to comfort myself...
Actually, I sketched this some days ago already... But I needed to sketch it a little more and post it here... Because something happened... That hurt me so much.
Even if you didn't mean too. I don't think you got how violent your words were. They're still running in my head, now and then. I just hope they'll fade away soon.
I have to protect us... I know it's not easy to understand. I don't want people to understand. Just to accept it, or at least, leave me in peace. I don't want to explain. I don't want to justify myself, or us, what we are.
I know I'm different. Hell, I've always been different. And you know what? I love that. I love my difference, I cherish it, I embrace it with all my soul.
This is the way I'm happy. Happiness is different for everyone. This is how I feel complete, and no one has the right to try to destroy this...
I'm happy. I have friends, projects, a life quite full (sometimes even too much), I mean, it's not like I was locking myself from the world and people. No. I'M HAPPY. Even if you don't get how, or why.
Things are very tough lately. I have a lot to struggle with, life, work, myself - yes, and it's exhausting.
So please, don't hurt the bond I have with him - he's the one who helps me to hold on and going on and on.
It hurt a lot because I thought you understood, you among so much people. Because you're a dear and close friend. Because you're magic. For years. And it seems I was wrong...
I know you won't read this. I don't mind. I just needed to let things out of my chest...
Gosh, I love him so much I want to cry of joy and despair at the same time. We went so far together. He's by my side for more than you can imagine. So don't ask me why, don't ask me to explain. I don't want to. It's like that.
Anyway, how love could be a bad thing?
Hiroshi, Crystal (c) us
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me...
You raise me up, to more than I can be...
I like doing art to comfort my friends... But tonight, I needed to comfort myself...
Actually, I sketched this some days ago already... But I needed to sketch it a little more and post it here... Because something happened... That hurt me so much.
Even if you didn't mean too. I don't think you got how violent your words were. They're still running in my head, now and then. I just hope they'll fade away soon.
I have to protect us... I know it's not easy to understand. I don't want people to understand. Just to accept it, or at least, leave me in peace. I don't want to explain. I don't want to justify myself, or us, what we are.
I know I'm different. Hell, I've always been different. And you know what? I love that. I love my difference, I cherish it, I embrace it with all my soul.
This is the way I'm happy. Happiness is different for everyone. This is how I feel complete, and no one has the right to try to destroy this...
I'm happy. I have friends, projects, a life quite full (sometimes even too much), I mean, it's not like I was locking myself from the world and people. No. I'M HAPPY. Even if you don't get how, or why.
Things are very tough lately. I have a lot to struggle with, life, work, myself - yes, and it's exhausting.
So please, don't hurt the bond I have with him - he's the one who helps me to hold on and going on and on.
It hurt a lot because I thought you understood, you among so much people. Because you're a dear and close friend. Because you're magic. For years. And it seems I was wrong...
I know you won't read this. I don't mind. I just needed to let things out of my chest...
Gosh, I love him so much I want to cry of joy and despair at the same time. We went so far together. He's by my side for more than you can imagine. So don't ask me why, don't ask me to explain. I don't want to. It's like that.
Anyway, how love could be a bad thing?
Hiroshi, Crystal (c) us
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These images are so powerful, Crys, and so beautiful too...love can never be a bad thing, not a true pure love like the bond you share with Hiroshi, that's the most beautiful thing in the world. He's your angel, your bright shining star that can raise you up in the darkest of times, just like the song says. He loves you so powerfully, and you love him just as much in return; the power of that love shines through any darkness that might surround you. I feel...particularly close to your words here, because I feel much of the same...I don't want to have to explain my love, because it's so strong and powerful and big there aren't enough words to describe it, I just want people to accept me, even if they don't understand, and it feels like less and less people I talk to are...but I want you to know that I'm always by your side. I feel like I haven't been doing a very good job this summer of helping my friends, because I've been...too sad myself, but know that even when I'm sad I'm still keeping you in my thoughts. The thing I love most is to see you smile, seeing your bright energy and love of life always inspires me and helps me get through the day. And I adore and cherish that both you and Hiro are in my life. I love seeing new chapters in your love story, new moments that you both share together because they're beautiful, and pure, and they just make my heart race with joy. Keep believing in you and him, Crys, because that's the truth. The truth of you and him, forever. 